| Crime
and Punishment is my favorite novel. The story examines
the concept of a self-imposed mental prison. The main
character, Raskolnikov, kills a pawnbroker and her sister
in a seemingly perfect crime but almost immediately begins
to suffer a breakdown as his remorse becomes overwhelming.
Raskolnikov is led to commit the murder through a variety
of events including his own growing poverty and hunger,
the cruelty of the pawnbroker, and his sister's upcoming
marriage to a horrible, yet wealthy man who can take care
of the family. Initially harboring a superiority complex
and the belief that the "ends justify the means",
Raskolnikov quickly dispels his notion and grows to trust
that happiness and peace can only be attained through
suffering. Thus, he begins to seek salvation and accept
castigation for his crime and his arrogance.
This novel, published in 1866 and set in the mid 1800's,
demonstrates the beauty that is found in all of Dostoyevsky
and Tolstoy's work. The descriptions of 19th century
Russia - - its slums, politics, and caste system - -
are so brilliant that one feels a part of this time.
The writing is just so... full. I love it!!
Most importantly, is the examination of Raskolnikov's
self-punishment, something that plagues many people
right now in the 21st century. We are our own worst
critics, oft' times to the point of destruction, which
is where Raskolnikov is headed, saved only by the grace
of Sonia, the prostitute who still maintains a pure
heart.
All the characters are so vivid and convincing. Each,
evoking so much emotion from me every time I join with
them in this powerful tale. I feel anger and pity for
Raskolnikov. I feel sorrow and love for Sonia. I embrace
hope for the sister Dounia whose faith is unwavering.
I am extremely fond of friend Razumihin who would do
anything to help. And I loathe the slick investigator
Petrovitch who tortures the young student using the
law as an evil, taunting weapon.
Admittedly this is a solid 500 + pager that is definitely
not a light read; still I encourage you to experience
it. Allow yourself to be absorbed in the beauty that
can be found in even the remotest, darkest corners of
humanity.
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